I didn't read the rest of your comment. Just as I haven't read the rest of this one. Again, you seem to have an enormously inflated sense of your own importance.

I'm not here to prove myself to you. I've spent far more time than you deserve explaining my thought process to you, you've responded by telling me you aren't "convinced" that a total stranger knows his own mind better than you do. That's the end of the story as far as I'm concerned.