I swear, the fact that some black people buy into this black disempowerment narrative makes me so sad. Black people cannot affect other people's wellbeing? Do you hear yourself?
If you want to consider yourself inferior, there's sadly nothing I can do to help you. But leave other black people out of it. We are not as weak as you believe yourself to be. You're not that weak either of course. But you have to figure that out for yourself.