No you don't. Consider the possibility that you're completely missing the point insteasd of confidently repeating that you understand when proving with every word that you don't.

Racism isn't like being inapproproately touched during a body search. What a ridiculous comparison. It has real, serious implications on some people's entire lives. I don't know where you live, I'm sure you get very little education about racism if you live in Ukraine, but you're really quite ignorant about racism and you're not listening.

I don't think you're a bad person but this is getting annoying. Just maybe stop talking about "moving forward" without asking yourself whether it's attitudes like yours that are holding us back. Re-read our converation and see if you can understand what you've been missing. Better yet, read some of the authors I recommend in the article. Start with James Baldwin.