Oh good God. Please get a grip. This is exactly the kind of nonsense that everybody with half a brain or who doesn't get their kicks from seeing black people as helpless weaklings is tired of.
Are you seriously pretending that your life is some kind of racist hellscape as you sit comfortably, a $1000+ device in your hand, and write this drivel in your free time? Did you pick any cotton today? Anybody try to lynch you or call you a ni**er? Did you have to use the rear entrance of any buildings? Were you harassed by the police? I'm guessing not.
I write about racism and as you can see, I'm black. I'm tired of experiencing it. But man, the fetishising of it that's become so popular among the victim class and the white liberal elite. It's honestly embarrassing. Don't you see that this ridiculous melodrama about "the black experience" is just another way to "other" black people?